Taking the advice of my friend, I've decided to start a blog. I already have some things written up and I'll post here or maybe I'll save them for a day when i have nothing interesting to write. Perhaps a good place to start would be writing a little bit about myself. My name.... I'm still debating whether or not I'm ever going to use my real name or if i should just make one up, so for now I'll just skip that part. I've been born and raised in southern California, I've never lived anywhere else. Even though SoCal is pretty warm, I'm still the most comfortable in my jeans and a t-shirt. I wear jeans about 355 days out of the year, and i wear a t-shirt with the name of any of my favorite bands on it, every single day. If you haven't already noticed, I'm an intense creature of habit. I enjoy change, just not when it comes to my wardrobe, my diet, or my relationships. I have two really close friends and about ten good friends, and i know a lot of people that i would call friends but i don't feel the same way about them as i do for my closer friends. I have two obsessions- music and boys. I need music 24/7. This is not even the slightest bit an exaggeration- i am listening to music constantly. Even when i can't listen to music on my mp3, on the radio, or on my computer, i have my own personal music player in my head (does that make me sound crazy? i hope not.) that plays my favorite songs. I don't have a favorite band right now, because it used to be fall out boy but i honestly don't feel the way about that that i used to, i mean i still love to listen to their music but.. it just isn't the same. My second obsession is boys, I really do hate this part about myself but i just never seem to think about much else. At the moment I like this one guy, and this has both good news and bad news. The good news is that he knows i exist and has talked to me before, but the bad news is that i came on way to strongly and scared him. I like him way too much for not even knowing him that well but the weirdest part is that i feel like i do know him. He is so deeply insightful and intelligent that it blows my mind. I've never met and one like him but I'm too embarrassed to go to my locker when he is at his... First entry and I've already accidentally gone on an unexpected tangent, sorry. Well I think this is a good insight of my thought process. I've got to go do my actual homework, and I've got to finish reading fast food nation. I'm terribly sorry for not having my thoughts organized today but it's been a very strange week.
Hasta Manana.
P.S- I'm on this wired Kafka frenzy at the moment. I advise anyone who believes that they are of any true intellect to pick up any of Kafka's novels or go and find any of his works online.
"A book must be the ax for the frozen sea within us. "
- Kafka
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