I can't pretend that i didn't see it coming, but i finally know that the guy i've been utterly in love with for a long time has his eye on a girl that isn't me. I spent so many hours trying to get myself to stop that silly fantasy, but part of me wouldn't let go. But now i have the proof to prove that he isn't interested in me. I underestimated how much it would hurt. It's almost funny that he broke my heart but won't ever know it.
I'm not ready to move on, but i have no choice. There are many reaponsibilities resting on my shoulders and i can't disappoint others just because of him. I gotta take a breath in, let it out now, put you're chin up tiger cuz you're a man now... I think Travis McCoy is the only one who understands...
Boy issues, friend issues, parent issues, and school issues. wow. I can't handle this, but i can't ask for help cuz i don't deserve it.
I'm fucked.
Good night.
-Sabrina
Hey I know I don't really know you, but I will be praying for you. Hang in there :)
ReplyDeleteHey, I don't know you either, but I understand completely. I'm going through very much the same thing, and actually have a blog dedicated to my miserable rantings as well
ReplyDeletetry to smile, you never know who's looking
perhaps that special someone who's just too shy to tell you