Thurday nothingness

Today was so absolutely uninteresting, so blindingly boring that I don’t want to bore you so I will simply put the few minor interesting things down.

I am now addicted to making friendship bracelet which make me really with that I had more friends…

Amelia and I discussed how far she would be willing to go and how much she would be willing to do in order to meet one on one with Robert Pattinson. She is willing to give up one of her kidneys… I just don’t understand it. He isn’t even that attractive and I’ve heard that he is so very odd and boring.

I’ve decided that as soon as I turn eighteen, I’m going to get a tattoo.

I’ve just listened to an entire speech that Bono gave at Harvard in 2001, and it was very insightful. I like Bono; he is such a good guy.

I never got to see TBIL today which was kind of a downer but I guess I need to start letting it go because it’s never going to happen, anything between me and him that is. I was dumb and did something so irrational that he is never going to talk to me ever again. How depressing is that? Very.

Today I was trying to keep some of the things Dr. Cena, my therapist, said during Tuesday’s session but I was so just… unhappy today that it was ridiculously hard.

My parents have been talking behind my back about what they are going to do when I fail a class. When? When! I’m not going to fail any class. Sure, I might get a D or two but it won’t be the end of the world. I’ve just been to… distracted mentally to do well this year. My whole deep time of depression really threw off everything because I never even listened in an of my classes for about two months, so there is a whole chunk of learning from all my classes that I’m completely missed, which obviously would make future learning extremely difficult.

I’m getting a little worried lately because I’ve been putting on a lot of weight because I’ve been eating out every night…

I need to go finish my homework.

- boa noite

p.s. best game ever